- My week long (36 hour) life drawing class starts tomorrow. Four hours in the morning, a hour long lunch, four hours in the afternoon (but just the four morning hours for Friday).
- I have to leave during lunch so I can go to Winkler before moving in so I can get my key and move in around 3.
- I have to go pay first month's rent for the Lofts meaning I have to find my checkbook again...
- My class ends at 4 so hopefully I am still in time for the move-in. They did say in the e-mail to not be there right at the move-in time but a little after... Either way, I'll have people to help me move in.
- Why do all the things I have to do tomorrow have to overlap like this?
- Unpacking EVERY LITTLE THING.
I'm excited.
A week until gender ultrasound.
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Sometimes, I like the quiet of being in college, trying to keep us supported, being away from family, being away from much responsibility aside from my own and his. I like the quiet but I miss the sweet smiles of my cute little sisters and the cute cries from my little nephew and the loving purrs of my little kitty cat... I miss taking care of things. Here at Molly's house I can't really do all of that. Tomorrow, I'll have a house to take care of but honestly, there's nothing in this world like caring for life. I love hugging Eric when he gets home from work. I love cuddling up to my mom in her bed when I wake up at home and know she's exhausted from the previous night. I love bouncing up and down to keep Nicolas soothed. I love talking to my sisters on the phone because it really is all I can do from such a distance. I miss so being near them and being able to take care of them so much. I love the responsibility. And, in the same if not stronger way, I'm so excited to take care of little Izzy. I am so, so, so happy to know that I'm creating life myself to take care of. I love being able to relate to my sister and my mom on a deeper level. I love my family and my husband so very much. They are beautiful, beautiful people who never cease to amaze me with their kindness and unwavering support.
I couldn't ask for a better mother, better sisters, or a better husband.
I thank God countless times a day for this incredible blessing.
xxx
Sometimes, I like the quiet of being in college, trying to keep us supported, being away from family, being away from much responsibility aside from my own and his. I like the quiet but I miss the sweet smiles of my cute little sisters and the cute cries from my little nephew and the loving purrs of my little kitty cat... I miss taking care of things. Here at Molly's house I can't really do all of that. Tomorrow, I'll have a house to take care of but honestly, there's nothing in this world like caring for life. I love hugging Eric when he gets home from work. I love cuddling up to my mom in her bed when I wake up at home and know she's exhausted from the previous night. I love bouncing up and down to keep Nicolas soothed. I love talking to my sisters on the phone because it really is all I can do from such a distance. I miss so being near them and being able to take care of them so much. I love the responsibility. And, in the same if not stronger way, I'm so excited to take care of little Izzy. I am so, so, so happy to know that I'm creating life myself to take care of. I love being able to relate to my sister and my mom on a deeper level. I love my family and my husband so very much. They are beautiful, beautiful people who never cease to amaze me with their kindness and unwavering support.
I couldn't ask for a better mother, better sisters, or a better husband.
I thank God countless times a day for this incredible blessing.
xxx
Beth
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